MONEY AND WOMEN

(A piece for my spoken word class)

You see this?

Yeah I don’t see it either.
Cus I’m broke as a motherfucker.
All these papers are just receipts and bus transfers and bus schedules
And it just makes my wallet look fat.

But hey I get looks whenever I pull it out of my ass pocket sometimes.
Some girls lookin my direction cus I got a fat wallet comin out of my small asian ass.
Too bad it aint got shit. Nope.

That’s what I don’t get sometimes.
We got these girls who’re all over the rich boys,
Just because of that, they’re rich.
Why not give the broke dudes a chance?
I mean, we could probably put out more than those rich boys.
That shirt he’s wearin? My cousin probably made that somewhere in asia.
Where Tommy Hilfiger’s payin my cousin’s cousin half a cent to stitch that shit together.
And those cousins are putting in hours and hours of sweat,
So you can sweat in that shirt you’re wearin.

Then we got those girls that wanna get pampered up and shit.
Honestly, how old are you?
Last time I checked, I wasn’t hitting on a 2 year old.
You make a living right? Go get your own shit.
That’s the same thing that your mother did.
She went out and got her own shit, at least that’s what I’d like to think.
I’m sorry I don’t roll in a beemer,
Not everyone was born rich, or has money growin’ out of their asses.
Public transit, that’s what I’m talking bout.
I mean damn, I drop 2.75 and this dude drives me EVERYWHERE.
Sure I gotta wait for the man, but he still drives me around.
Maybe one day I’ll roll in an Audi A4 2.2 litre turbo Quattro sedan,
But till then, I’m gonna have to get on that big ass people mover.

Oh so you don’t make a living?
Well then damn, go do somethin’ bout it.
Whatever your mom said bout her holdin’ your hand till you get married when you were younger,
Sorry to break it to you, but bitch was lying.
She was straight up lying to your face, getting you all the pretty shit that you wanted
Leading you up that rising action, and havin you fall on that denouement,
Missing the climax altogether.
I mean I’m talking bout her leading you up to a false sense of adulthood,
Where you think you can have everything you want served on a silver platter
But in reality, that silver platter is gonna lead to your eventual disaster
Cause you’re gonna falter and rely heavily on your supporters
Who are eventually gonna dislike your improper version of the future
Where everything you imagined yourself to be, you’re not,
Since you’re not workin for what you’ve got.

I don’t see why some women are so single minded and attracted to the idea of money.
Sure it’s a currency in which we currently try to use responsibly,
But makin it’s hard work.
Cause if I could shit out gold bricks, sell it and live in a penthouse somewhere,
I think I would’ve taken that option when it became available.
I’m not a rapper or a singer, or a rapper turned singer,
I chase money instead of money chasin me, since I’m not a rapper who became a pastor, who probably became a rapper again cause he was broke.
I can’t blame him.
It probably got expensive forgivin’ all the brothas who’ve sinned and had pre-marital sex and became baby dadies.

I’m just a 20 year old asian tryin’ to get somewhere in life,
Successful at that.
So if you’re lookin’ for a rich asian dude,
Who can buy you all the things that money CAN buy, pamper you up
Drive you around in his dad’s Mercedes Benz S-class S65 AMG sedan,
And work his ass off just to provide for you,
Then you definitely got the wrong dude.

no more launch control!? D:

2010 Nissan GT-R R35

485 HP @ 6400RPM

434 lb/ft of Torque @ 3200-5200RPM

but... no more launch control! : (

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First ACTUAL post

I think it's time for me to post some of my own art on this blog,

since all I've been doing are promote other things,

such as Cars, fashion, architecture, other artists' art pieces,

and some of my written pieces.

But being a graphic designer, and trying to get my name out there

This seems like on of the few ways I can get myself out there.

Look out for some of my art pieces/layouts/designs to make their way here on this.

uhh...Godzilla?

2010 BMW X6 M

the "GT-R" of SUV's

4.4L V8 Twin-scroll Twin Turbo engine

555HP @ 6000RPM

501 lb/ft of torque @ 1500 - 5650RPM

... damn.

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dope!

"thank you"

Let me take a page from Kanye

This one's a piece about my supportive

Mother who never doubted me

A momma's boy, yeah that's true

But it's cause of her love and support that I'm here before you

My Dad too, so much things that they do

I've probably never thanked them enough though

Haven't expressed my love so

Almost 20 years old, Man I'm supposed to be grown

Support never endin', encouragement continuin'

Too many positives to even compare to the negatives

Negativity never envelop me when they talk to me

I've sometimes been the trouble child

Let me rephrase that - sometimes meanin' most of the time

Causin' headaches and heartaches

Disappointments when I could be out here supportin'

Instead I sometimes create problems

Too many things to thank for, my list could go on forever

Never thank 'em too much, cause there're some things that I ask too much for

I just hope that with all their support I make em proud of me

Make em feel like I'm accomplished

Not just a bum livin' off the streets

Livin' off the paper that they're chasin'

Cause paper chasin' shouldn't take more energy than raisin' a family

I know I haven't shown my gratitude instead givin' attitude

I just wanna let both of you know that I'm thankful

Grateful to the One above

For blessing me with beings who show so much love

I only wish my Lolo's could see me

As I developed on this journey

Life, something which all of you gave me

A direction, positive, never ones to give

Anythin' less than all of yourselves

Cause you all knew that, and you knew it well.

Words would never be enough so here I stand

Promisin' to make you all proud, to these words, my bond.

SICK

Ken Block on Top Gear

pro rally driver doin' his shit on an airport field.

fken nuuuuuts.

you da fken best

World, meet Maria Creesia Esguerra Mendoza.

aka Eeya

she's some kinda wonderful,

aaaaand the best word to describe her would have to be

is that she's AWESOME.

smart

"Living Together"

A piece designed by my girlfriend last year for a school project,

with the theme "Anti-racism".

She's an aspiring graphic designer too,

check her out at tripleeeya.deviantart.com

If you're reading this,

Hi, B. ( :

Complimentary

Here I am with another one, yes
speakin the truth, my mind, and definitely nothin less,
as I'm sure I've already and consistently established
yet I dont think I can reiterate it any other way but she the fken best.
the feeling's different, somethin' more special
cliche, no way, things genuine is what I say
love it when she's by my side, no lies
because I'd rather lose my sight than to tell her things that ain't right
and my visuals aren't something i'd easily give
It's through them that I see the beautiful being that is.
It's everything about her that I never wanna let go,
cause I love everything about her, and that's f'sho
real talks, long walks
nothin' gets me more than her and the way she talks
I can't even think clearly now cause I'm thinkin bout her
distractin', mind and heart already cravin'
to see her this time of the day and
She knows she's got me and I the same ever since then
I don't think there's any other adjective that I haven't used
to describe the presence which is her, that's the truth
Personality cute, beauty absolute
thankful yes, presence heaven sent
and that ladies and gentlemen
is who she is, my special friend, the one who compliments.

minty fresh

Fresh, Minty Tictacs

The ingenious genius: Vince "Tictac" Ticsay

The cover designer: Angelo Lezada

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embrace the martian

from months ago, but rediscovered it.

beat's pretty sick.

nostalgia

B't X

oh how I've missed my childhood hahaha.

the truth

and follow it I shall. lulz